owned

2009-08-28T01:47:00.002+08:00

MOVED TO

stickycows.tumblr.com

2009-08-24T15:44:00.003+08:00

MY DAD BOUGHT ME AN OVEN

SO THAT I CAN BAKE AT HOME!

MBS is a psychotic subject where everything is nasty n mean.
They don't even bother putting up the answers on vbus.
damn.

2009-08-21T15:56:00.003+08:00

THAT TONIGHT'S GNA BE A GOOD GOOD NIGHT.

2009-08-21T00:43:00.004+08:00

The boyf had been lovely lately.
Shuttling back n forth his place to study with me.
& paying for our Macdonald snacks.

I want to type a paragraph on how I feel about Shy. Its really hard to put all that experiences, emotions and qualities into sentences. In the past, I could probably write out the stuff I love about him. Now, it just seems like no matter how much I write, it will never be enough to let anyone understand how wonderful he has been to me. More often than not, we'd bicker and have differing opinions. We'll have different ways of expressing our frustrations, love and concern. It gets really unnerving at times but whats strange is that the love JUST KEEPS INCREASING. I just keep falling and falling in love with him everyday expectedly and unexpectedly. Even after an entire year of discovering how vastly different we are, I find myself STILL that madly in love with him as before. Everything about him seems wonderful (cept' for his hateful 9-year old berms) to me. I used to feel like a lovesick child whenever it comes to talking about him. & I still do now.

I guess all I can say is that his qualities were not what I was looking for, but they became what I needed most.

I have been studying and watching too much tv this week.
Hooked onto Ch70 Home & Health.
All their shows are mad awesome!

2009-08-18T13:11:00.002+08:00

Its so annoyingly funny that until now, my boyfriend cannot seem to spell his player's name right. I wanna box his eye.

2009-08-17T15:38:00.003+08:00

How many people actually get what the above words mean to me?

Watched UP with the boyf yesterday.
It was sweeet.
I cried when Ellie died :(
They were so perfect.

Itching for MJ againnnnn.
mann!

2009-08-15T12:20:00.002+08:00

Aryana Engineer is sooooo cute.
Even Sweehau loves her.

NEED.TO.GET.OFFLINE.TO.STUDY.

2009-08-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

HR CONSULTATION today was gooood (:
I mean, it really gave me a headstart for HR.
Like the points to take note etc. but alot to study lehh :(

Rushed home after that for MAHHHJONGGG with my sister and her friends.
Good start for the exams eh?

Supposed to start studying long ago but jst CANNOT find the motivation.
Boyf was a bad influence yesterday.
He said, "lets go bugis study"
Which meant (lets check out the movie timings at Bugis)
So we ended up watching Orphan.
It was psychotic but the little deaf girl was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE.
I want to kidnap her you know.

I made the boyfriend angry today by ignoring him the whole day.
I was super rushy the whole day that I totally forgot abt his smses or asked abt his sore throat when I saw him after consultation.
I'm so so so sorry baby.
wo zhi cuo le.
Hugs! forgive me kay (:

2009-08-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

TODAY marks the start of Project Surprisebirthdaypresent for Sweehau.
Its mad funny and so awesome.
I hope everything works.

(:

Itching all over leh.
Gna bath b4 catching my 11.30pm show on Ch5.
Do I watch alot of tv?

2009-08-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

IM BACKY WACKY FROM MY PIPETTY TRIPPITY TRIP!
with no photos sorry.

My trip to KL was all about walking around with nothing on your mind.
The massage was helluva gooooood one.
The manipedi was okay only but cheap.
I only bought a Mango cardi.
Poor Sweehau bought nothing.
Daryl spent SGD140 on a Paul Smith teeshirt (madeinChina -.-)
We sat the rollar coaster at Times Sq and ended up almost vomitting.
We tabao supper back to our hotel every night for a big feast.
Sweehau was super duper steady and sweet throughout.
Daryl was whiny and hungry all the time.
Mom and Dad were happy and smiling.

I wouldn't say I enjoyed myself like super much and want to go back asap or what.
But, it was good nevertheless.

HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY BABYKINS.
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!

2009-08-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

The KL trippity is TOMORROWWWWW!!

I'm super duper excited!!
All the trouble and problems of finding transport back for the boys were settled this afternoon by Yours Truly (:

Hope we'll all have a nice trip!

Anyway, a BIGGGGGG THANK YOU TO MY DEAREST YIWEN AND SAMUEL for being so kind to send me lots of songs so I can listen on e way to KL.

Promise to think of you kay! (:

Yayyyyyy!

2009-08-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

Everything that happened tonight was like magic.
Like fate.

The way my phone rang whn I was desperately looking for the return tickets.
The way my heart leaped when I realised it was my Malaysian friend who calls me once in a blue moon.
The way he told me I was being silly by freaking out when there are loads of buses from KL to SG and that he could get someone to check it out for me tmr.
The way my boyfriend never gave up when faced with so many problems and trouble.
The way he was so understanding to my anger last night.

I'm thankful and blessed.

Even if everything fails tmr, I will still be thankful for having such a wonderful boyfriend.

2009-08-06T00:12:00.005+08:00

fuck everything.

2009-08-03T10:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my boyfriend's ah ma's birthday.
Sooo it was a family gathering for dinner.
Food was good, and his ah ma gave all the kidz an angbao.
Thats cute right!

It was still early to go home after dinner so I dragged boyfriend to walk around with me at Illuma. He was so tired but...I'm more impt I guess. HEEE!!
Love you la kkkkkkkkk.

Jon & Kate plus 8 starting soooon. BYEEEE.
5 more days to KL TRIPPP!

2009-08-01T16:48:00.001+08:00

i miss you baby baby baby baby.
:(

2009-07-31T22:04:00.003+08:00

ONE PA SUCKS SO BAD COS THEY ALWAYS MAKE A 10 MIN BOOKING SO DAMN HARD FOR ME.
I ALWAYS END UP TAKING 1 HR TO BOOK IT.

KNN.
I HAVE A TEST TO STUDY FOR U KNW.

2009-07-31T21:56:00.003+08:00

WAITING TO BOOK COURT FOR MAH BOSS @ 10.
GOTTA CONTINUE STUDYING FOR COUNSELLING LATER.
AYEEEEEE EXAM @ 9 TMR.

LIFE SUCKS LIKE THAT.

ON THE PLUS PLUS SIDE,
KL TRIP IS CONFIRMED.
*BIG SMILES*

& HRM PRESENTATION IS SO FUNNY TODAY.

& YOURS TRULY IS GETTING HER SCHOLARSHIP TMR.
*CLAP CLAP*

2009-07-30T00:25:00.001+08:00

I do not dare to raise my hopes for this cmg trip.
But if all follows through nicely....

BOYFRIEND AND DARYL is cmg along with me to KL during the long national day weekend!

WOWWWEEE!
SHOPPING PLUS FOODIES PLUS MANIPEDIS-HAIRTREATMENTS RIGHT B4 EXAMS.

ISN'T THAT AWESOME?

*keeping fingers crossed*
(:

p/s im still sooooo EGGGGGGCITED!!!

2009-07-27T21:59:00.001+08:00

MBS gives me a real bad headache all the time.
the giddy spinny nausea kind.

I'm srsly damn scared to face it tmr.
:(

Why, oh why?

2009-07-26T23:11:00.001+08:00

Felt so bad for not being able to continue filming for jasmine as i was bizzzzzyyy today :(

IM SO SORRY BABE!!!

Glad eveything was successful for your group nevertheless!!

& I REALLLLLLLLLY REALLLLLLLY MISS MY BOYFRIEND NOW

2009-07-26T01:29:00.001+08:00

We ♥ pineapple beer (:

2009-07-24T23:44:00.001+08:00

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

2009-07-23T23:36:00.004+08:00

Boyfriend is busy busy busy with work and quizzes.
my poor little boy.

Handed up counselling project today like finally.
WE SEALED WITH A KISS (:
Lets hope all our hardwork pays off!

HR tmr makes my stomach shiver.
I...WANT....TO...CHANGE....ELECTIVES.!!!!

current blogsong is my boyfriend's current fav song.
He is like damn cute when he sings this song. (:

2009-07-22T23:34:00.004+08:00

Happy 18th Daphne a.k.a QUAN TAI TAI!
So you guys have to wait for MY birthday nowww!

Period is coming and I'm constantly in a foul mood.
Been really cold to boyfriend today.
I'm sorry.

Kind of pissed everytime my groupmates send me their work. Its like, they are not even looking and reading whatever they are typing. It doesn't even make sense and they dont care. So i have to edit it all over for them. Ergh.

I feel like this tiny unsatisfied woman who is going mad cos nothing seems to make me feel better about myself or my situation or my life.
Though nothing is really horribly wrong right now other than the fact that I'm still struggling with my underweight problem.
Funny how it still affects me like crap though I've been battling it for years and years.

Darn, you can really drop over sanity and fall easily.

They were sitting

In the strawberry swing

Every moment was so precious

2009-07-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.arielhajbos.com/blog

2009-07-19T18:52:00.001+08:00

FILMING @ JAS'S HOUSE.

These girls are so pretty and fun!

2009-07-19T18:27:00.004+08:00

Mixed fruits with Yoghurt and Honey
I wanted to say this could make me very happy but i realised it could easily give me the runs too.

Nicholas got me likin this song playing.
Yesterday was all wrong and funny with him.
Both of us didn't have cash and we only realised after reaching Kallang Leisure in a cab.
The cabbie's nets machine was spoilt.
& Kallang Leisure did not have a POSB/DBS ATM.
Poor cabbie. He only received 2 dollars from us!

So we went up to the ice-skating rink to realise that they did not accept NETS.
The cinema didnt either.

-.-

It was a bad day.
Haha. Dinner was not worth it.
& it took me an hour to get home from Marina cos of the jam due to NDP preview.
But it was really nice spending time and catching up with him tho our topic usually revolves ard "".

2009-07-17T21:28:00.000+08:00

2009-07-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

Our love is Red.

2009-07-16T00:01:00.004+08:00

It's so annoying cos all I can think of blogging is how cute you were today, yesterday, everyday
You make me laugh so easily everyday.

My big baby.

2009-07-14T12:32:00.002+08:00

Hello kidz.

This is my bestfriend of 16 years Ho Jia Min!

Hohoho.

She came over to sleep last night cos I was alone at home & scared shitz.

We watched dvds and facebook stalk everyone we knew for gossips all night thru.

We slept really late tho I had a 9am class today and an access test.

We had lots of fun.

Lets sleepover with Jas this thursday if possi! (:

2009-07-13T23:40:00.001+08:00

Dear Sweehau,

How is it that you're 22 but still so god-damn cute!

Its so special cos I believe I'm the only one who gets to see all your crazy expressions and silly remarks.

People wouldn't understand, would they?

I'm so glad that our nightly "because.." is working well.

It pumps me up like nothing else can.

Don't forget abt it okay?

Staying over @ your place was comforting (:

It was sweet that u lay beside me till i fell asleep before going back to your room.

I love you so much so much.

Happy 13th anniversary love.

p/s pls eat cookies (:

2009-07-12T12:26:00.003+08:00

Gooooood Morning!

Isn't it aweeeee-some!
(fyi, I did most of the work for this proj)

So anyway, BizF was horrid yesterday!
and I fell "up" the double deck bus on my way home.

Served me right cos my jacket was falling off my shoulders and i was trying to plug in my earpiece and holding on to the railing and climbing the stairs and adjusting my bag,

ALL AT ONCE.

Shy, Daryl & I finally caught transformers last night at Vivo.
It was goooood, till the last part where I felt like I was watching Power Rangers.
'Cept for the better graphics.
It was silly cos Optimus Prime wasn't revived by the matrix which they were trying so hard to find and give it to him.
He just needed the energy from another bot!
& The Fallen died so easily.

Ah well, baking cookies at nich's later!

2009-07-10T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today was nice (:
Boyfriend and I finally caught Obsessed.
It was psychotic.

Misunderstandings can happen so damn easily.

Anyway, TIME TO STUDY FOR BIZF TMR!
wish me luck!

2009-07-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

I just read Yuhan's blog about her psycho lesson.
That reminds me abt my class.
We were 'pose to name 3 attributes we're gna look for in a date/marriage partner.
Theres this guy who said,

1. Must be a female
2. Must be able to cook for me
3. Must wash my clothes for me

OMG, ALL OF US JUST TOLD HIM TO MARRY A MAID!
ROFLMAO.

Theres another one tt said,

1. Must have sense of righteousness and integrity
2. Intelligent
3. Ambitious

Guys....don't understand whats going on in their heads.
*rolls eye*

2009-07-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

You're all better now!

Aren't you (:

Off to study counselling psycho!

Today was awesome!

Sweehau is my wei hoon fu okay!

2009-07-07T18:44:00.006+08:00

Dear Sweehau,

We just want to tell you,

Love from all of us at home (:

2009-07-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

My boyfriend is sick.
& doesn't seem to be getting well.

That makes me sad.

2009-07-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

Save me from the evil hands of facebook!

My shirt is finally here!
I'm happpy as can beeeeee!
Cant seem to start on HR peer teaching notes
:(

2009-07-01T15:13:00.001+08:00

Xiaxue's FTW!

Her latest blog post is HILARIOUS!
In arguments and fights like these, she ALWAYS wins.
Love her wit!

2009-06-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY DESSERTS.
NOW.

GRRRRRRRRRR!

2009-06-29T23:53:00.002+08:00

Just caught the Okto Specials, Emergency in the womb.
Its so....intriguing..

Next week's lagi best.
Its called, Dying to sleep.
About insomnia which cannot be cured until you eventually die of exhaustion.
Srsly, this is good stuff.

Better than transformers Nick!

2009-06-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

Not exactly the best photograph, but it'll do (:

Ice-skating with boyfriend was major failure!
He was trippity and going "woahhh" like every step he took.
It was so funny.

Anyway, dimsum @ geylang was yummmmiiieeyyyyyy!
cant wait to go back there next time (:

Boyfriend and i are currently addicted to ieatishootipost.bs
We are hoping to be able try at least one dish recommended there every weekend.
Can do?
Hopefully!

School tmrw.
BAWLS.

2009-06-27T15:27:00.003+08:00

SMILING
cos my boyfriend is wonderful despite everything else.

P/S
I AM DYING FOR DESSERTS.

2009-06-27T01:15:00.002+08:00

HR project was disappointing.
Major disappointment.

Finally done with Apel Reflection.
It was lots of tedious crap work.
My extreme moodswings are killing me.

Lets just rewind back to the holidays.
I just want to lie in bed with you & think of nothing else but the music playing in the background.

2009-06-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

Prozac Nation is affecting me badly.
I should stop reading it every afternoon cos it kills too much time and drains the hype out of me so much I feel like depression is invading me instd of the girl in the book.

darn.

The new tv came in last night.
Its BIGGG!

2009-06-24T00:06:00.001+08:00

I just devoured a plate of drippity soya sauce soak chee cheong fun.
I think I might die of hypertension tonight.

You think eating pandan cakes now might help soak it all up n make it better?

2009-06-23T12:02:00.002+08:00

This website is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

The adventures of 2 milk tooth.

((:

School was plain annoying today.

Woke up late, rushed like mad only to realise my teacher is EVEN LATER that she didnt bother turning up. Oh well, at least that gives me time for HR quiz. Gonna strt on BOE nowwww byebye!

2009-06-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

When I entered TP as a freshman during FO, I was surprised at the way people express their bond.
"Venos is love"
"Peter is love"
"blablabla IS LOVE"
"...damn love la"

like WTF are u talking about?
Not that my english is damn good but the sentence really does not make any sense.
but well, I adapted and go "Yes, Venos is love" along with my many other GLs and campmates awkwardly.

NOW, this phrase evolved into something much more screwed.
DUA FUCKING LOVE.

"waaah, thats damn dua love"
"thats just dua love"

or they end their sentences with 2 BIG RED WORDS.

DUA LOVE

I freaking cringe everytime I see it.
Oh please stop.

Isn't TP supposed to be cool and all?
"dua love" is NOT COOL.
its jst like how we used to say "buaiz" when we were young thinking wow, that sure looks intelligent.

you can always say
"I had such a wonderful day today. I love my empire/friends/clique so much!"

Right?

p/s the disturbing bit is the word "dua"
Big love sounds okay..like a big hug.

2009-06-22T18:20:00.002+08:00

Spent my last day of holiday @ Minds Cafe Boat Quay with jm, dph, dw & sy.
The hand game was funnnnnnyyyyyyyyyy all.
The games were really limited on the third floor tho, was rather disappointed.
Dinner with mommy n daddy @ Cambridge.
It was a simple meal, well,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!
Hope ure gna like the present I'm giving you latr (:

I have the bestest & silliest daddy who loves me the most in the world!
(((((((((((:

Anyway, first day of school was HECTIC.
I have sooooo much to do!
:(

Reading Prozac Nation currently.
This book is god-damn depressing.

2009-06-19T14:04:00.001+08:00

me no wna go to camp.

p/s itchy itchy for mahjong tho lost 20 bucks recently.
I'll never learn will I? (:

Boyfriend's @ coaching followed by drinks.
I'm stuck at camp with whoknowswhatkindofpeople.
Nibbling off bits of chocolate chips from muffin.
yicks.

gottarun!
see you earthlings soon!

pp/s I sound as if I'm going for a Mars camp with zombies.

2009-06-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU, MAN.

It makes you smile silly throughout the movie.

2009-06-18T00:24:00.006+08:00

FML IS MAJOR FUNNY!!

cheered me up tons tonight.
plus Project Runway was bitchayeee.
How they make such beautiful clothing each episode amazes me.
Anyway. Spore telecast is like a slow toad.
-.-

2009-06-17T00:28:00.002+08:00

MAHJONG TODAY WAS KNNB.

I'm craving for cupcakes with lots of buttercream frosting.

or a chocolate chip muffin.

or just a slice of birthday cake.

2009-06-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

2009-06-14T00:44:00.006+08:00

I love the presents soooo much dear!

Although your mind was on soooo many other things today, I'm glad the day turned out right!

Looking forward to your present?

Work tmr from 1-10pm.

ARGHH :(

&&&&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL TANG LI LI!!!!

BON VOYAGE NICHOLAS OW JIA WEI!!!!!

kkkaysssss IM SO TIRED. GOODNIGHT YA'LL!

2009-06-12T23:27:00.004+08:00

So,

To my dearest boyfriend/boss,

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

With lots of love,

your girlfriend/slutty secretary.

p/s please remember to transfer my first pay tmr (:

2009-06-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

Today,

a few celebrities came over to Teadot for filming.
My boss was too shy and nervous to speak/introduce our drinks to them.
That's funny.

p/s My boyfriend is the bestest sportsman ever.

2009-06-10T14:17:00.002+08:00

Two hearts are better than one.

For if they fall, one will lift the other.

Rough times, tough days.
Emotional turmoil within me.
Rekindled fears.

Thank God for you.

2009-06-07T00:58:00.004+08:00

It was really fun hanging out with this bunch of guys after papers.
They make me feel, at ease.
Like I dont have to try too hard or pretend too much.
Gossip sharing about *oops* was ROFLMAO.

I.cannot.believe.he.has.the.right.to.do.that!

So well,
they never fail to amuse themselves with silly inside jokes which I TAKE DAMN LONG TO UNDERSTAND and they just basically self-entertained themselves the night through.
hah!

Shumei is superrrrrr nice for uploading all the pictures onto fb, and tagging EVERY ONE OF THEM. ((((((((((((((:

okayssss, I HAVE TO LIKE SLEEP NOW COS I PLAYED MAHJONG LAST NIGHT TILL 2 AM AND WORKED FROM 10AM-10PM TODAY.
:(

MY BF IS OUT CLUBBING AND WONT MEET ME TMR.
HE TOLD ME HIS FRIEND'S GF IS VERY PRETTY & THAT HER DOG IS DAMN CUTE AND THAT HER HOUSE IS GORGEOUS.

I HOPE HE TRIPS OVER HIMSELF 10 TIMES TONIGHT.

2009-06-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

Been watching the best of stand-up comedies by George Carlin and Richard Jeni the entire night.
Its been a longgggg time since I've had such a truly good laugh.

Chases the disappointment away.

2009-06-03T19:07:00.003+08:00

STUDYING BORES ME SO MUCH.
LAST PAPER TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEEN WANTING A BLACKBERRY SINCE VERY LONG AGO.
SUPER WANT IT NOW AFTER READING XX'S POST ABT HER BB.
:(
THE GOOGLE LATITUDE FUNCTION IS DAMN AWESOME.
IF SHY GETS IT, HE CAN FORGET ABT CHEATING ON ME EVER!

2009-06-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

Studied the entire evening away with this sleepyhead.
It was great!

I hope we do well for finance tmr (:

who says you're an expressionless blockhead?

2009-06-02T00:06:00.005+08:00

Hello, this is my boyfriend Chew Swee Pau.
He is very vain.
Sometimes he thinks he is in a relationship with himself.

But I still love him very much.

TODAY, was filled with fulfilling & satisfying quality time.

2009-06-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

Dear Serena,
Study hard and have fun over at Australia!
We'll miss you very much (:

Studying for MBS was a fretful experience.
I thought I was ready, till I found out that I missed studying 2weeks of onling lecture notes.
Thats what happens when I haven't attended any lectures before.
(In the name of work)
I hope I do well though.

Stress is making my stomach go hay-wire.
The twitches of pain and drop in appetite.
Oh my.

What happens when I get panic attacks (those real ones where I have to go lie on the bed to calm myself down with deep breathing) after Shy tells me he cant cope with MBS and is giving up?
Its like as though Im panicking on his behalf.

2009-05-30T23:09:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th birthday Nicholas!
Though it wasn't anything much, I hope you like the eeyore n card! (:
After so many years of saying the same thing, I guess we both know whats on each others mind by now.
I'll always be here and you'll never forsake me.
I guess thats what being bestfriends is all about.
Unspoken words (:

you said, how i wish it was the holidays.
& all i was thinking was, how good it is to be with you (:

I love you Chew Swee Hau!

2009-05-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

NEXO's blogsong always make me wince.

GREATTTTT chat with samuel online (:

2009-05-27T23:43:00.004+08:00

The way you still managed to make my heart skip beats tonight amazes me.

Thank you for showing me love.

On days like these, I own the world.

2009-05-27T00:42:00.001+08:00

I GUESS, NEXO WASN'T SO BAD AFTERALL (:

GOODNIGHTS!

2009-05-25T21:47:00.004+08:00

DEAR SHY, I ENJOY MAKING YOU SMILE.

I TELL YOU GUYS, MY BF IS LIKE THE FREAKING BEST.

CATCHUP WITH YIWEN SHUMEI WAS SOOOOO WONDERFUL (:
I FELT HAPPY & BUBBLY ALL DAY, EVEN NOW!

I LOVE IT WHN THE BLOGSHOP I FREQUENT SELLS ITEMS TT I LIKE!
HAPPY SHOPPING ALL!

*skips off to bathe and study psychology!

2009-05-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

Been thinking alot lately.
About lots and lots of things.

It makes me sad and scared.
It really does.

2009-05-23T23:30:00.004+08:00

Work was good! no deficits incurred (:

My ulcer is giving me lots of problems, and my sheer lipbalm is too pink.
:(

Finally used up my last Teadot voucher at Illumus.
Artic Dragon is loveee!

I wish, I hope, we can go on a holiday.
please.

2009-05-22T22:36:00.003+08:00

DISSATISFACTION

[dis-sat-is-fak-shuhn]
–noun
1. the state or attitude of not being satisfied; discontent; displeasure.

Maybe its just fatigue.

2009-05-21T23:06:00.005+08:00

My ulcer hurts like KNN*(&*(^*#^$&*^#CC&#*B&!
I smile like a freaking toad.

Being a cashier enables be to be inside the Teadot booth most of the time.
The gossips all was damnnn funny but at the same time scary.
Mannn, the world out there is kinda screwed afterall.

Greatttt catchup with Nick this evening b4 my psycho class.
Gotta do tt more often ya!

Helped Shy with his Jap report afterwards.

It hurts to see him in such a worned-out and tired state.
:(
I think I should get him chicken essence tmr.
Ginseng maybe?
Or a coffee?
Or sambal sotong? (his fav food)

JIAYOU! JIAYOU!

2009-05-20T22:43:00.004+08:00

@ Ben & Jerry's (:

GOODLUCK for next week dearie!
You can definitely do it, test, quizzes, presentations and all.
And I'll be free to help cos I have no work rmb? (:
Don't be too worried!

So glad HRM is DONE.
CC indiv proj is DONE.
Dinner at ThaiPan with MomDad.
It was delicious!

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you
I love you..

2009-05-19T22:43:00.002+08:00

TODAY was a strange day.
Unfortunate series of events.
Whizz past like a blur.
in this half conscious state of mind...

Work tmr!
Guess I'll have to pay the deficit I made last Saturday.
Boohoo!

Angels & Demons was URGHH.
I didn't like it at all.
& so did Shy.
Gave me a headache throughout the show.

2009-05-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

goodbye long hair!

NICHOLAS WAS SUCH A GREATTTT COMPANY TONIGHT.

helping me with my CC proj and all.

I completed 3 articles! ONE more to go! (:

2009-05-18T00:01:00.003+08:00

Oh God, please give me the strength and motivation to complete my Cross Cultural project..

2009-05-15T23:41:00.003+08:00

School was greattttt today!
I absolutely LOVE the gloomy weather.
'cept for the spasm-like shivers every now n then.

Thanks for the flower dear!

I also want to thank nicholas chen for his help tonight.
He was really really kind to help me plough thru articles over articles, archives over archives @ StraitsTimesOnline. Really appreciate his kindess. OWE U DINNER AH! haha (:

Work tmr! 10-4pm.
Hello welcome to Teadot!
I really love the drinks, cakes and environment there.
I'm really nt much a fan of coffee..
So Teadot is OMFGOOOOODDDD.
(:

2009-05-15T00:40:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry I think I'm suffering from a bipolar.

Cheryl really made me think and reflect.

Perhaps I've really been taking Shy for granted.

"maybe cos he is really too nice to you come to the point when he is being nice u think its normal and u want sth extra"

I'm sorry.

2009-05-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

For counselling psychology today, we needed to get in touch of our feelings and find a word to describe it.

Well, I feel drained.

I've received several comforting smses today.
Nicholas chen even told me a joke.
Anyway, thanks guys. Thanks so much for your concern.
I'm fine don't worry.
Give me time, I'll be okay.

2009-05-13T23:36:00.004+08:00

As I wished with all my strength, all my might.

Please, please say something. Please don't let me go home like this. Please dont end the night like this. Please, come out of the lift, give me a hug. Tell me that you love me. Please, dont stay silent, don't go yet. Not yet.. Please..

& I prayed so hard tears cant seem to stop flowing..

So depressed.
I've never felt like this before.

2009-05-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

Happy 11th Chew Swee Hau!

We've come so far lets never ever give up!
I hope our quarrels will always bring us closer, our laughter always genuine, our kisses always sweet, our hugs always warm, our dreams always alive & our sundays always loving.
I love you so much so much.

2009-05-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

I HAD OFFICIALLY ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS EVER TODAY.

Thanks to Roddy for EVERYTHING.

For listening me out over dinner, for walking with me around Bugis to digest dinner, for bringing ur Mac so we could check out the functions, for making me laugh so hard I teared, for being so funny in our special video, for walking me home, for making me laugh all the way home, for making me feel so special, for being so patient with me, for just being my friend, Roderick.

I can't thank you enough.

Words just can't express.

p/s Ure still not forgiven.

2009-05-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

Can someone tell me the formula to happiness?

I've kinda lost it.

2009-05-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

Hey what does ftw means?

fuck the world (yuhan)
fuck the world (sunny)
fuck the world (shy)

Fishy the world (shy)

Freshie the world (shy)

wtf (amelia)
forward (bernita)

for the win (jiajie)
for the win (roderick)
for the win (sean)

okay and so the winner goes to my dearest boyfriend.
FISHY THE WORLDDDDDDDD?!!!??!!!!?!?!!?!?

SCHOOL SUCKS.
IM OFFICIALLY A LOSER.

2009-05-03T23:37:00.006+08:00

Shy was upset at me this morning cos I was far from ready when he reached my house.
But he got over it by the time we left (:

Prawn mee @ Joo Chiat was nice!
But my stomach had been a bitch recently.
Oh well.

We headed to Teadot at Illumus to try out their drinks etc.
It was real good, but milk & me...yeah..
haha!
We had a wonderful talk abt possibilities and plans for the future.
It was different..cos we hadn't had such a in-depthful kinda chat in ages!
(:

We caught Horseman @ Cathay in the evening.
I enjoyed the show ALOT ALOT.

Shy was such a great company today.
I had a perfect day!
I LOVE YOU BBY!

p/s
I'm working at Teadot (Tampines 1) this Wed, Thurs (1-5pm) and Sat (2-10pm).
CATCH ME (:

2009-05-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

MJ-ed with daryl, shy and my mom till 2am last night.

wow.

FIRST DAY OF WORK AT TEADOT.

The drinks are nice, the people are friendly, the customers were difficult.

I enjoyed myself (:

2009-05-01T01:23:00.003+08:00

Been trying to find a word or a picture to describe how I feel right now.
This is as close as it gets.

2009-04-30T15:45:00.004+08:00

Still in love with you.
(:

school sucks.
MBS online lecture is funny.
The person talking seems to be choking on her tongue!

2009-04-28T23:25:00.001+08:00

when you cant seem to spend an entire day with me,
even on Labour Day.

2009-04-28T23:18:00.002+08:00

HELLO, WELCOME TO TEADOT!

2009-04-27T21:57:00.006+08:00

First lesson with my class.
It was awkward multiply by a million.
Okay, I'm exaggerating.
But as I sat alone outside the class quietly waiting for my CP to arrive, I started t missed Yw, Shumei & Ika alot.
:(

It became better I guess.
I made friends with Adeline.
She accompanied me to Cheers cause I was dreaming of pokky the entire time during Hrmgt.
I'm still in the most hateful "getting-to-know" and "getting used to strangers" situation with my class.

I'm officially only going to school so that I can have lectures with Yw & Shumei, and see Shy during breaks.

2009-04-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

BRACES MAKE ME LOOK FUGLY.

MY BF IS THE ONE IN ALL MY PHOTOS AND NOT ME.

2009-04-25T23:00:00.012+08:00

Happy 18th Jasmine dear!

I'm so glad to have you around these few years. You've been a really really awesome best friend to me, to listen to my problems, to lend me a shoulder to cry on or simply jst to have a laugh with! For all that and the future to come, I want to thank you. Thank you for trying hard to be thr despite ur busy schedule, thank you for tolerating with my rubbish and whinings, thank you for all your hugs and nice words..Most of all, thanks for being my bestfriend.

I hope you enjoyed today thoroughly, kbox, present, birthday cake and all. Though you walk into our surprise! HAHA! Yes we will have lunch togthr soon during our breaks to gossip and bitch all! I heard you in the toilet (:

I LOVE YOU SO!

YOU'RE THE BESTEST FRIEND EVER.

Always have been & always will be.

Happy birthday (:

p/s I love your rabbits so much! Esp this little fluff w the white nose!

2009-04-23T16:08:00.002+08:00

I'm feel lost.

Caught in this flurry whirlwind of everything and nothing at the same time.

I suddenly realised how much I am distancing from all my friends.

Wheres Roderick?

Nicholas?

Wanswen?

I didn't remember the actual date of my best girlfriend's birthday.

& didn't even bothered to find out.

I'm so sorry Jasmine.

Please forgive me.

Happy belated birthday!

I'll make it all up this Saturday.

I always seem to be doing that.

Make things up.

Appearing suddenly with halfhearted attempts to make things up.

I'm always saying that I'm busy, but deep down, I know it's more of lazy.

My friends have always been understanding.

Accepting me with open arms despite all that I have, or rather, have not done.

How many smses have I not replied?

Why am I so scared of committing my days to people?

When will you learn Cherie?

2009-04-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

Will you love me for a very long time?
<3

2009-04-21T00:28:00.001+08:00

I'll be there for you,

these 5 words I swear to you.

2009-04-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

Today my boyfriend called me siao 2 times very LOUDLY in frnt of ALOT OF PEOPLE, made fun of my curry puff and my dressing THE MOMENT HE SAW ME, made me angry at the bus stop and ate MY baked rice.

But I still love him v much cus he is very cute! (:

2009-04-19T21:02:00.001+08:00

TP WEB IS DRIVING ME NUTS.
GAHHHHHHHHHH!

SCHOOL IS STARTING TMR.
I NEED A GOOD PAYING F&B JOB.
INTRO PLEASE.